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The Princess of Petal Falls by Firefly-Path The Princess of Petal Falls :iconfirefly-path:Firefly-Path 996 23 [Open] Design adopt_233-234 by Lonary [Open] Design adopt_233-234 :iconlonary:Lonary 219 8 Daily Paint 1918# Karby by Cryptid-Creations Daily Paint 1918# Karby :iconcryptid-creations:Cryptid-Creations 2,375 113 The Moon by SylviaRitter The Moon :iconsylviaritter:SylviaRitter 114 2 Chell by Skirtzzz Chell :iconskirtzzz:Skirtzzz 1,319 106 Black Dress by Kuvshinov-Ilya Black Dress :iconkuvshinov-ilya:Kuvshinov-Ilya 2,489 28 balloons by Kuvshinov-Ilya balloons :iconkuvshinov-ilya:Kuvshinov-Ilya 1,319 17 The Adventure Zone - Taako by nicholaskole The Adventure Zone - Taako :iconnicholaskole:nicholaskole 539 17 Daily Paint 1916# Shadoe by Cryptid-Creations Daily Paint 1916# Shadoe :iconcryptid-creations:Cryptid-Creations 4,647 132 Tree Lady - Year of the Dog by MeoMai Tree Lady - Year of the Dog :iconmeomai:MeoMai 242 7 Sailor Soldiers by nna Sailor Soldiers :iconnna:nna 4,877 130 Spirit Owl by rossdraws Spirit Owl :iconrossdraws:rossdraws 8,449 212 Weapon commission 105 by Epic-Soldier Weapon commission 105 :iconepic-soldier:Epic-Soldier 346 4 Wingfeather Saga - Yurgen by nicholaskole Wingfeather Saga - Yurgen :iconnicholaskole:nicholaskole 632 11 Weave - Solar Age by nicholaskole Weave - Solar Age :iconnicholaskole:nicholaskole 749 10 Untitled by nicholaskole Untitled :iconnicholaskole:nicholaskole 465 6
I'm going to say something that I've been hesitant to say for some time. I'm not happy with my current lifestyle.
Logging on, checking sites, watch youtube videos, check sites again. Maybe play a game here and there.
My artistic drive also is disappearing and nothing I do gives me any sense of satisfaction.

I'm attempting to have a life away from the PC screen. [Not saying I'm leaving it for permanent but for my own sanity Im staying away from large groups and communities.]

I need to start earnestly looking to change my life.

I'm in my 30's and I'm still living with my parents. I don't have a drivers license. I don't have a job. And
I've a crushing sense of lonliness . . I want to fix that.

No, this isn't the last you'll see of me. But I'm going to be putting a stop to art updates for a good, long, while.
I'll still be around for certain people on the internet. But, I need a complete disconnect from other communities.
I need time to sort myself out. I need time to actually LIVE like a normal person.

So please, if you found yourself ignored or left behind. It's nothing personal. I need to break away. I need to become disconnected.
Fact is we've probably not talked in a very long while. I don't wish you ill. I just decided to move on from that time in my life.

I need to stop clinging to childish tendencies and begin maturing fast. My parents aren't going to be around forever, and I can't, and don't want to
rely on them forever.

So, as before. For now. This is goodbye.


~Always my Partner in Crime BFF~



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Draconet Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2017  Student General Artist
Happy Birthday ^^
jamesgunner123 Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2017
...the happiest of birthdays to you miss...=3
MrArtho Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2017
Nice Pictures
Witchmiester185 Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy birthday!! :D
diamndz1021 Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2016  Student General Artist
happy bday
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