I'm going to say something that I've been hesitant to say for some time. I'm not happy with my current lifestyle.
Logging on, checking sites, watch youtube videos, check sites again. Maybe play a game here and there.
My artistic drive also is disappearing and nothing I do gives me any sense of satisfaction.
I'm attempting to have a life away from the PC screen. [Not saying I'm leaving it for permanent but for my own sanity Im staying away from large groups and communities.]
I need to start earnestly looking to change my life.
I'm in my 30's and I'm still living with my parents. I don't have a drivers license. I don't have a job. And
I've a crushing sense of lonliness . . I want to fix that.
No, this isn't the last you'll see of me. But I'm going to be putting a stop to art updates for a good, long, while.
I'll still be around for certain people on the internet. But, I need a complete disconnect from other communities.
I need time to sort myself out. I need time to actually LIVE like a normal person.
So please, if you found yourself ignored or left behind. It's nothing personal. I need to break away. I need to become disconnected.
Fact is we've probably not talked in a very long while. I don't wish you ill. I just decided to move on from that time in my life.
I need to stop clinging to childish tendencies and begin maturing fast. My parents aren't going to be around forever, and I can't, and don't want to
rely on them forever.
So, as before. For now. This is goodbye.
~Always my Partner in Crime BFF~